no

i'm not here. at least, that's what you make me believe.

(via iloveyouelle)

i’m there, with you.

11:11

iloveyouelle:

see me sometime.

i painted with some watercolours in the cafeteria today

i am thinking about shutting down this blog permanently

(via dreamtripping)

i think you should keep it, but not use it. later you can look back at it and see all your thoughts and your photos and how you’ve changed and everything. it’s pretty cool to look back at it sometimes. right now you might not feel that, but later on, you could regret deleting it, or if you keep it, become more thankful that you didn’t end up deleting.

but either way, it’s your choice.

192.

todayilived:

Today, I listened to an amazing man recite poetry instead of studying for my calculus final. I have a F in Calculus and I know I’m not going to do well on the final.

Even so, it was all worth it.

166.

todayilived:

I spent months talking to him every single night. I told him my secrets and my goals and my dreams and everything that I love and hate about life. He told me his secrets and goals and dreams and everything he loves and hates about life. He was a best friend and everything I would want in a man. Today, I realized that none of that matters or even mattered. Today, I realized he never loved me as much as he loves her. We haven’t talked in 37 days since the night she came home to him. I know him. He loves her. He’ll marry her. I saw him last night and he hugged me and asked how I was. We talked for 5 minutes at the most and then he left. I’ll never be over it. He changed my life and sometimes I wonder if maybe, just for a second, I changed his as well.